its pouring outside my window now (: oh how i've missed the rainy nights sitting by my computer. watching the rain come down. the city lights. the traffic on the highway. haha.

i've been hiding away in my house e past few days. not wanting to see anyone. not wanting to go out. but i did go meet angie baby for tea yest (: which got me all happy and bubbly. hahaha. amazing how quickly 3 years have gone by just like that. and how much we've changed each other eh :p hahaha. and today i got a nice little visit (((: tea and cookies. yumyum. talking about everything, anything, nothing.

this one year in london has changed me quite abit. i've stopped obsessing about always being in control. trying to control things i know i can't. i've learned to let go. that really, if something is meant to be.. it'd be. and the importance of timing and waiting. and possibly cos of that, i've stopped brooding over things as much, just letting myself go along with the flow. and i realise i'm generally a happier person.

work starts tmr. pouts. i hope a&g doesn't work me to the bone. SIGHS. hello friends, if you are free, do come visit me at raffles place and have lunch with me :D much appreciated!